In a new interview, Arthur Conan Doyle reveals that he regrets making John Watson and Mary Morstan marry. He also regrets bringing Sherlock Holmes back to life. Actually, he regrets everything. He hates Sherlock Holmes. He hates every single one of you. “Why can’t you leave me alone,” he says.
i want john to know how sherlock looked when he went off to dance with mary and how he looked when he left early
i want him to know that sherlock considered going to his wedding going “into battle”
i want him to know that sherlock flatlined because of mary’s shot and clawed his way back to life with the thought "john watson in definitely in danger" ringing in his head
i want him to know that sherlock moved his chair because he couldn’t stand to see it empty
i want him to know what sherlock had been planning on saying instead of “sherlock is actually a girls’ name” and about mycroft’s knowing look when he said that he wanted to speak to john alone
i want him to know about how lonely sherlock’s childhood was and i want him to know about redbeard and what sherlock went through after he was put down and i want him to know about the scars on his back and the scars on his heart and